Why do you follow me?

Hi. I just had someone really close to me tell me that I’m in denial. That one of the only reasons why I have a “fan base” is because of my slutty past, vain photos, and nothing else. That most people just want to fuck me and that’s it. I currently feel like a slab of meat, and I just really need help. I’m pretty aware that this sounds really attention seeking/pathetic but I really need to be told that I’m worth something and that I’m not just a waste of air. Please.  I know there are people reading this right now that knows how it feels to believe that maybe there isn’t anything special about yourself, and to get to that point where you feel that there’s no hope for anything. That doing anything else, is a waste of effort. I’m not going to kill myself, I  feel like I’m dying in the inside, and quite frankly, it feels worse. If that makes any sense. Go ahead and tell me that I’m being selfish, or ungrateful for the positive things in life.  It’s just one of those days, and unfortunately I’m too weak in the soul to help myself. Help. Thanks.


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Nov 27. 83 Notes.

Notes

  1. blackdarkness answered: You’re a very interesting person, who also is the reason responsible for me discovering Dubstep.
  2. jennnnnn-xoxo answered: omg krystle! i miss you!!! c=
  3. uniquelyodd answered: Don’t listen to them. You’re beautiful. Your past is your past. It’s done and over. All you can do with it now, is to learn from it.
  4. the-alist answered: wow thats crazy, i know nothing of this past. i just find you extremely gorgeous and adorable :3 still want to talk to u :/
  5. ayeiadoreu answered: It was something about u that caught my attention~ OH yeah!! ur one of a kind~ talented, absolutely creative = you are expressive Krizko
  6. maimoon answered: ki follow you for so much. your posts make me happy.youre creative & artsy. pls dont ever feel worthless, youre great + good taste in
  7. sugarpumpkin answered: you’re extremely unique and have talent like no other . i definitely look up to you and your blog!
  8. yofeetstank answered: You’re not a waste of air my dear. You’re beautiful, talented, innovative, & smart.
  9. lindanyah answered: I find what you have with your bf really cute and amazing and how you are really adorable and creative it’s really nice to look at your talen
  10. jenellromero answered: I follow you because you are so different from the rest.
  11. evenmowrites answered: I follow you and ulyber(?) because I see the love you have for each other and I respect you both.
  12. gregotv answered: I need, more than 141 character to tell you why i’m following you =)
  13. ijusttam answered: I like the personality that shows through in your photos and gifs.
  14. carlajanereyes15 answered: I folllowed because i thought you looked very cute in your photos. Then you started making bows. even more cuter.
  15. crig answered: I follow you cause i know like rubbing my own shit on my face as i look at you :3
  16. chellesm answered: You seem like you’d be an interesting person to talk to in real life. Don’t let them knock you down.
  17. ktlnml answered: i follow you because you’re cute, funny, and super creative. I have no knowledge of your slutty past or vain pictures. you seem cool andnice
  18. mirukipop answered: I follow your blog because of your beauty, humor, and wonderful creativity! Many things about you and your imagination give me inspiration!
  19. nixsayo answered: I follow you ‘cos you’re cute! :)
  20. undfreiber said: If you were to never use the internet again would you not be the same person you are now? People will always be superficial on and off the internet. What difference does it make? Express yourself the way you want and at your own risk.
  21. adorkling answered: i follow you because you’re an inspiration to everyone in long distance relationships, you’re really cute, you can be weird without worrying
  22. shanninbanana answered: I found your blog through a funny GIF of a video you made, but followed because you are genuinely sweet and interesting. :)
  23. linglikestomeow said: ALSO YOU LOVE CATS AND I LOVE CATS!!!!!!!!!!!
  24. linglikestomeow answered: I follow you because you’re different in a unique way and you’re super nice. I also like how you’re really creative with your pictures.
  25. malasadas answered: I follow you because you have really cute cats, weird but funny, love your personal posts (yes those long blocks of texts), your ldr w/ulyber
  26. shaygee said: You are a beautiful soul and it’s my goal to meet you in person my love! I miss you!
  27. thunderr answered: because i think you’re pretty amazing :)
  28. enzymecascade answered: you’re funny and cute in a baby serial killer sort of way and you’re sincerely nice
  29. dearhappiness answered: T^T Awno ! cheer up c: I just really enjoyed reading your posts & seeing your arts! &bows now too~ ; u; you seemed really sweet & funny x3 !
  30. sara-mew answered: Because you seemed so sweet when you talked to me first and you’re adorable :3?
  31. dukeofmegadeus answered: i followed you for a year awaiting the return of waffle Wednesday, that and you’re awesomely cute
  32. aviex answered: Creativity, sense of humor, oddness, your cute relationship, individuality, I really loved how you seemed free, like a bird
  33. registered99 answered: You have a way with crafts, that’s why I started following.
  34. basedinternet answered: because you seem like a really cool person
  35. living-in-dreamworld answered: Everything you post is so personal and interesting. I love everything you create & your relationship w/ Ulyber. You inspire so many.
  36. dear-seoul answered: You’re creative and original. You’re yourself and not a lot of people on Tumblr are. You’re so cute and gorgeous. I love everything about you
  37. mrstubbynose answered: because you are you, and you have this special spark that attracted me. your posts, the things you wrote and made were irresistible
  38. xkookiebites answered: Wat. You are not a slut nor are you in denial. You are not a waste of space. I believe that you’re a very creative person (:
  39. orthelight answered: first world problems ahhhh!!!