I get really excited when my thighs start to brush up against each other. I know some of you may think that’s really weird, but it makes me feel like I’m gaining weight.
All throughout middleschool to high school I’d get teased a lot for being skinny, I had a few counselors in middle school call me into their office because teachers were afraid that i was anorexic or bulimic. When I was told that, it hurt my feelings so much, I would eat till I’d vomit, I’d even get sick from eating too much unhealthy foods, it was really bad. I know some of you envy my body type, and even message me about how I get so skinny, but it’s just how I am. I’m slowly starting to accept that I won’t be able to become curvy sexy, and I’m starting to like my lean body type. I eat a lot, but I gain very little weight. I guess it may have it’s perks, I just wanted you guys to know that everyone has their own idea of what’s “pretty” to them. You may want to be as thin as I am, but I want the opposite ;_; I’m slowly learning that that probably may never happen. And I guess that’s just part of accepting yourself. Everyone should do it, as hard as it may be, remember that there’s always someone who admires the things you may dislike about yourself, so try to be thankful for it. I’m trying!

May 27. 89 Notes.

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  1. ayeebahnerr reblogged this from krizkotv
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  3. non-de-plume said: I feel your pain. For the past years I was always been skinny. I remember when I was 7 my neighborhood friend’s parents would think that my parents are not feeding me. So what they did they would try to fatten me up (force feed).
  4. raisssag said: that’s how i felt too when my thighs were beginning to touch each other when i started to gain weight!…don’t worry you’ll eventually gain weight when you get older because i did! but people still call me skinny >_<
  5. xlenachen reblogged this from krizkotv and added:
    from the genes we inherited form our parents :3 Long explanation,...called “too skinnny”....
  6. maaaricres reblogged this from krizkotv and added:
    Couldn’t have said...any better myself. Some days, I...look...
  7. rose-milktea said: Ugh ;~; you’re not alone! I know exactly how this feels. /: Gaining weight is always the issue..